The phrase that I
remember most among all the words of my First Degree are: “My Brother, this
concludes the degree. You will be seated
among the Brethren.” I did not remember
much of what had transpired in the last hour, but I felt total relief that it
was over and that I was now “in” instead of “out.” That was a most happy time and I am sure that
I was grinning from ear-to-ear, proud to wear the flap up! During the hand shaking and the celebratory
meal, I continued to enjoy my new status and thought very little about what had
happened. It was not until the next day that I realized that I knew almost
nothing about what I had seen or heard during my initiation. I could go back and recall some the movements
and a few of the words but very few. I
had to admit that I still knew almost nothing about Freemasonry. It has taken me quite a while to feel that I
am comfortable with what the first degree is about and how it connects to the
future. I attended as many First Degree
initiations as I could find and read everything available from the Lodge
library and the internet. I also talked
with all the more “elder” masons I could catch sitting still. I want to share with you my thoughts and
feelings about what this all means and why it is important.
As you well know, an “operative” Entered Apprentice was a
bearer of burden. It was he who
extracted the rough ashlars from the quarry, squared up the shape, and made it
available to the master builder for use in the building. This was normally the first real job a young person
had and it took seven years to learn the lessons, prepare a project for
judgment, and earn advancement to the next higher level. So it is with us in Freemasonry today. While the initial degree work requires much less
time now, it will still take more than a month or a year to learn all that is
required to be a fully qualified Entered Apprentice. The goal of the entire degree is well summed up
in the Entered Apprentice Candidate’s Lecture on the use of the common
gavel. If you can not immediately remember
it, go look it up. It is to achieve that
statement that we work. It will take all
the information that we have been given in this First Degree to begin to accomplish
that task.
I found that an exercise will help prepare for the hard
work ahead. Find a room away from
interruptions for fifteen or twenty minutes.
Sit comfortably but upright in a straight backed chair, your arms and
hands on the arm rests or hanging loosely with your hands in your lap and your
feet flat on the floor. With your eyes
open and your mind relaxed but alert, observe each thing in your room one at a
time. Get a sense that they are all
outside of you, separate and a being on their own. Take some time with each item and realize how
they work without you. The aim here is
to get a feeling for who you are and who you are not. Decide on how you receive benefits from each
thing through your five senses. That is
the only way we have to interpret the material world outside of us. Sight,
hearing, taste, smell, and touch connect us to our outside world. Without them we would know nothing about the
world about us. It would not exist for
us. On the other hand, if we receive
information about something through any of the five senses, it is only about
the world outside of us. The word for
this is “exoteric” from a Greek word meaning “outside”. Everything that exits in the material world
is “outside” of us. It is our job to
learn to control the passions we acquire for the material things that are
outside of us. Any physical benefit we
receive from them is only physical – making our body feel better. What a big job! How can we get this thing started let alone
done?
We start by actually studying the parts of the First
Degree. Study well The Entered
Apprentice Candidate’s Lecture. It
will take a while but it is well worth it as it contains many answers to our
initial questions. Study carefully what
Brotherly Love, Relief and Truth mean to you.
Know the Cardinal Virtues and how they affect you. My brother, be true to yourself and look for
what truly exists, not for what you want to be there. You must begin to know yourself, what you
believe and what you value. You will be making
value judgments on the things that are external to you and learning to control
them.
You may well be surprised to find
that things you have held to be true are really not so. Your value system may well change. Priorities become different. You will also find yourself beginning to become
the “better man” that you have been seeking and that Freemasonry has planned to
help you create. This will help us get
to the Second Degree next time. This article first appeared in the Missouri Freemason Magazine in 2010.
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