As
we stand before the two pillars listening to the beginning of the second
lecture, we are poised for a great transition.
We have been learning about all the things that are outside of us and
that we must learn to control. We have reconfirmed
and expanded our obligation. We have
been taught about the working tools of the Fellow Craft and are ready to be
taught about the work we shall now do.
Before we take that next step it would be good for us to once again use
a simple exercise to help us understand how to accomplish that work.
As
we sit once again in the same chair in the privacy of a room, relaxed but
attentive, feet on the floor, sitting erect, with our hands folded in our lap
or on the arms of the chair, we close our eyes.
This is different from the last exercise. As our eyes close we are cut off visually
from all things outside of ourselves. At
this point it is rather easy to see that all those things out there are not a
part of what makes each of us truly us.
It would become even more evident if we could close off our other four
senses; that of hearing, smell, taste, and touch. It is not necessary for us to go that far for
our experiment. Stop and notice how
different it is not to be connected to things by seeing them. Now, notice what we have left. At first it seems like a strange, void
place. After a little while we begin to
notice that it is not exactly void. We
can still feel things. The first thing
that we usually feel is our breathing, in and out, slowly or rapidly. As we pay attention to it our breath will
begin to slow and we will become a bit more relaxed. Now we can notice if we are breathing in our
lungs or more deeply in our diaphragm. It is best to breathe deeply and the
change only takes a single thought to do so.
Now feel your stomach move in and out instead of your lungs. Experience this for a short time and continue
to relax.
Can
you feel your heart beating? Can you
feel where it is beating? Can you feel
your pulse in several places? Can you feel
your blood coursing through your veins?
Ask yourself who is doing all this feeling. You have now moved from outside yourself to
inside yourself. You are now in the
state of your mind and emotions. Take
notice that all that is now happening is not connected to anything outside of
you. You can think and you can
feel. The term for this is esoteric,
from the Greek meaning “inside”. To prove
to yourself that emotions are inside you, think of the last time you were very
sad. Remember where you were, what you
were doing, and why it was happening.
You will be amazed to find that the very same emotions that you had at
that time are still with you and able to be recalled with no outside help. You will just react to them. The problem with emotions is that they have
no sense of good/bad and will just let you go along as long as you want
to. Our mind plays a vital part here as
it is the controller of our emotions.
Reason is the only that that will control emotions. We need both to be ourselves but who that
someone is must be determined by our balance of emotions and reason. Emotions give us the jest and reason gives us
the security.
This
same movement, from outside to inside, is also taking shape in the second
degree. While we will be a long time
learning to subdue our passions (controlling our emotions with reason) and
separating who we are from our materialistic selves, we will also be training
our minds. It is surprising how much we
think we know and how much we actually know.
The vast difference between these two points is that we assume we know
when we actually only know that someone has told us. We know very few thing of our own
knowledge. Nearly all that we learn in
school is what someone else tells us.
This is where experiences come into play. The things that we experience are things that
we learn on our own. Unfortunately, like
emotions, to be scammed because we want to believe something without the check
with reason to help us be more nearly sure of what is true. That is also why children do not like to take
the word of adults on subjects of interest.
From us it is sound knowledge tested by our experiences but to them it
is just hearsay. They want to know for
themselves.
Grammar,
rhetoric, logic, arithmetic, geometry, music, and astronomy are ways to train
our minds. They lead us in ways that
will help us learn who we really are and what we want to do with our life. We use our senses as input to learn and then
we use our minds to evaluate what we learn.
Some we keep, some we store away for later, and some we throw out. That is so that we can begin to make some
sense of the world around us and discover our place within it.
The
first thing you were told in the Fellow Craft charge is, “The internal and the
external qualifications of a man are what Freemasonry regards. As you increase in knowledge you will improve
in social intercourse.” The first degree
prepares you for the second and the second degree prepares you for the
third. We will examine the third degree
next time.
This article first appeared in the Missouri Freemason Magazine in 2010.
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